Playboy

It’s been a life long ambition to own a Playboy magazine.

When I was 13, I was lot innocent-er than today’s average 13 year old. No internet, no cable connection, no VCR, no easy access to real ‘Other magazines’. What is an ‘other magazine’? ‘Other magazine’ is the literal translation for ‘matte pusthakam‘ in my mother tongue. It means a magazine with lots of sleaze.

Thanks to the innocence levels, even Stardust and Cine Blitz – standard ,Bollywood magazines, were ‘Other magazines’ for me. My parents bought those magazines once in a while and would keep them in the upper most section of the book shelf in an effort to keep their son ’sane’. But I knew it all ok!!

There was this time of the day in the evening when dad went for walking and mom went to the garden. That one hour or so was when I taste absolute freedom. Instead of doing home work as my mom expected me to, I would get busy doing my own stuff – steal food, call my friends, try out different hairstyles, peel off varnish from the chairs in the sitting room. It was THE time of the day. I also used to generally explore different corners of the house. During one such exploration, I found this treasure of Stardusts and Cine Blitzs. I remember being hugely excited about my discovery. I was thrilled to see pictures of Mamta Kulkarni and Raveena Tandon. Mamta Kulkarni was SOMETHING man!! From then, for a long time, all other activities took a back seat. The ‘freedom hour’ meant looking at pictures in those awesome ‘Other magazines’. ‘Other magazines’, ‘Other magazines’, ‘Other magazines’!!

My classmates and other friends – the closest that even they got to ‘Other magazines’ was Stardust and Cine Blitz. That too, in secret. I guess that is reason enough to use the phrase ‘deprived childhood’. Now while all this was happening, there was this brat called ‘Febin’ in my class. He was a BRAT. Like they say in the sophisticated language, ‘He’s a brat with a capital b, capital r, capital a and a capital t’. So he was that sort of a brat. And he used to mock us when we talk about Stardusts and Cineblitzs.

‘All that is not the real thing. You should see Playboy. That is the ultimate ‘other magazine”
‘Whoa. Where do we buy it from?’
‘Buy??? Ha. Keep dreaming. All that you get only in America.’
‘Huh. So Febin, how come you have seen one??’
‘Well. I have my sources. I can’t tell you.’
‘Give it to us no? Let us all also see no?’
(Now comes the punch dialogue)
‘You wont be able to handle it, son.’
‘No. No. Please please’
‘Hmm. Let me see if I can get one’

Everyday we would ask Febin if he got it. He kept on giving us some lame excuses. We had almost given up when one day, in the first hour of class, the word spread – ‘Febin has got it!!!!!!!!!!!’. Believe me, that was ONE LONG HOUR!! As soon as the bell rang and the teacher left, we rushed to the back bench. Febin must have sensed the desperation; he started acting pricey.

‘Book? What book?’
‘Hey, Anoop said you have brought the book’
‘No. I haven’t’
‘Huh!! you haven’t??’
‘Well. I have. But I can’t show it to you now. I will pass it around during the next hour. Less rush that way.’

I got my chance during the third hour, after most guys were done with it. I was not among the stars in the class, you see. I was surprised when I saw ‘Debonair’ written on the cover. Nevertheless it is was an ‘other magazine’. The pictures were quite awesome, I must admit. I looked at those with my mouth wide open. They were kick-ass!! Sigh.

Now since Febin said he’ll get a Playboy and got this magazine, I thought Playboy was a genre of ‘Other magazines’. I was under this impression for many more years. Probably, it was when internet was born that this misconception was corrected. With all this drama and hype surrounding Playboy, I used to think that the first thing one would buy on landing in America would be a Playboy magazine. Many of my friends have been there. I realize that not many have the same excitement about it as I do. But one thing is for sure. If I ever get to go to America, if I can help it, I will buy a Playboy magazine right on the first day.